I've Been Gone...

Where Do I even start?..

It's nearly been a year and I feel like I have been gone forever and not at all.

So Lets start off last September a year ago around today-ish I believe.

I got a call back for a job at a department store, because my kitty was having a hard time breathing so to the vet he went and I found out he needs teeth pulled that means $$$.

I got this job and moved out the same day as my first day of work. I lived with a lady that my mom knew from her work. I was very un-happy at home and the situation I was in. was depressed and a lot of things went on.

To make a LOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG story very short and vague. I love on my own and I have my own life now. I have seen the real world, stepping out of the closed off artistic world I have alwase known.

I still collect and everything just don't have much time for anything even art work cuz work makes me tired hate it. No camera no scanner..you get the drift.

so as not to expose myself anymore than I'd like to I'll just leave it at this.
As much as I'd like to say more I can't. It sucks when people you know can check up on you thro the internet..

but here is something I will leave off with interpret as you will..

The world is now
What is to come of misery,
Come to pass, this last
Day of reckoning,
No more
Will be of what we were,
They favored the laws
Of insanity's logic,
Far from the world
Where the lies cannot reach,
Cannot face the strength
Of the ones gone to faith
To be shield forever,
And now I know that
Everything
Must end to start
The healing,
To resume with hands
No longer chained,
A denied tomorrow
Calling on yesterday,
Another sun
Now sets within,
Not to be found
Again therein,
Whatever comes now
Nothing but a
Reflection bygone,
Restored continuum,
And these questions overwhelm the head.